Stay At Home For Several Days

Hey guys, so i'm a fujoshi who likes yaoi.
Yaoi is the best romance genre ლ(´ڡ`ლ) but sometimes i read yuri too but not too often since my fav romance genre is yaoi.
I read yuri because i'm curious why my
best friend (a girl, but she already has a boyfriend now) liked my back then. She confessed that she liked me. I was not angry but somewhat confussed and interested. When she confessed, i immeditialy ran and got inside the car and i said "thank you but i'm suprised bro"

But the problem is.... i can't read straight romance!
I don't like romance between
a girl and a boy ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
kinda boring and dunno
.. why i'm not interested in that...
When i see a shoujo manga with a
hot male, i always sad and say why
not bl?? So the hot boy can be together
with a cute boy lol (❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
or whatever the important one
is the manga should be boy x boy!!(▰˘◡˘▰)

The problem is, i can read yaoi and yuri but
not straight romance??

Cloud from Final Fantasy was my first crush... I was just head over heels for him...Lol... I think it was because of him that my standards and expectations for my boyfriends became really high... ╥﹏╥
then I moved on to several crushes and bias like Sesshomaru (inuyasha), Hanamichi (slam dunk), Usui (maid sama) and many more including characters from novel books...
Now I've settled down to Luffy and Zoro from One Piece... Idk why I still can't move on from these guys