First Kiss

basically. it was my friends birthday on wednesday, lets call her nonk and i had gotten her a gift, with another gift on the way. my birthday was yesterday, she sent my happy birthday to me on messages and i was all like ahh thanks.

THE THING IS SHE HASNT GOTTEN ME A GIFT.

now i know i seem eager but weve been friends depending on each other for a few years now and today i gave her the other gift. i nonchalantly bought up like blablabla and stuff like oh yeah i wont gift someone who doesnt give me gift (bc who does hello im saving money) dont get me wrong, i LOVE this girl (platonically yeah) and i just need someone to ease my mind that shes maybe still preparing a gift because i spent time and thought into hers and to not receive anything back from the one person that knows all about me and we hang out litch every day?? it hurts a bit.

if i were to ask, how should i even bring it up?? trust me, she isnt those bitchy girls at all, shes the sweetest (ish..) girl ever and we depend on each other a lot, theres never a moment we arnt together during break + lunch and lessons we have together, we never need to hide each other personality because we are both equally abnormal and we gossip n allattt without a care in the world #girlhood

im honestly tweaking someone help