Be A Dumb Bitch

Im a 17 year old starting their Junior year next week, (dont make fun of me, I got held back in middle school. Anyways, ive been a straight A student since then lol) And ive been STRESSING STRESSING STRESSING about wtf to go to college for.

My original plan was this, right? Go to a state college for criminal justice, then join law enforcement when I graduate. Smooth sailing, right?

WELLL I was told by a cop that majoring in criminal justice is actually NOT a good choice. This is because if you dont get hired as a cop, its practically a useless degree. So he recommended that I go in for something else, that way even if I dont get hired as a patrol officer, I can still get a job at a department.

Okay, well now im stressed tf out. Since middle school this has been my plan, crimina justice, police academy, cop. Now my plan is in SHATTERS. I have no clue what to major in college.

Ive actually considered joining the military, but that just seems like a waste of my good grades. Not to mention my record of mental health issues. and the current world situation, PROBABLY wont make that pretty.

should i just drop being a cop? go into something else instead? but being a cop has been my dream forever uuuggghhhhh... guys HELP college is so close

I honestly don't know if it's me and I might be just so tired to the depiction of tan MLS in manhwa but has anyone else noticed the blatant colorism in manhwa with tan characters in general but specifically MLS? In EVERY manhwa with a tan ml he is ALWAYS a "savage" or violent or EXTREMELY horny and/or just a shit person in general and it's not just the ml if there is another tan character they are either a villain or obsessed with the FL for no reason. If they are a woman they are either jealous of the FL, is very masculine (like they artist literally drew them like a straight up man) or ends up a servant to the FL and has this weird obsession with the FL and treats her like she is God and can't do anything wrong.
I might be reaching but it's just icky because the FL is this (I hate to bring race into this) white extremely petite character who does little to nothing and has EVERYONE save her but she gets worshipped and praised for just existing/fucking the ml.
I hope this makes sense, I'm HORRIBLE at writing lol.