Be A Dumb Bitch

Ok so I used to be an Instagram artist, and I had at least 700 followers, ik its not a lot but to me it was, my art was basically focused on the Roblox community and stuff, so my account was doing real well, but so many problems occurred and my roommate never really liked me drawing late at night, plus idk if it was the Instagram algorithm or me posting lesser than before, but my increase in followers was slowing down.....I didn’t really like the stress levels so I just left it there and quit, I deleted Instagram, my art programs, my art, all of it-.....idk why but I feel really inspired to start over again, but as soon as I downloaded Instagram and my art apps again and opened them, I suddenly felt very nervous and shaky and deleted them again, too scared of things to end up like last time, so I need to confidence, I’m not the bravest person-