Can I Vent It Out

I followed tips in youtube, cleaned the entire house,I even performed a demon ritual just so satan could tell me where tf are my sketching pencils but I can't.
Its nowhere to be found.

Anyone have tips? Because it has been 4 days already and I can't go on any longer. I'm thinking of buying another if I cant really find it( fck this bs, thats like $50 off my wallet. As if Im buying another set).

if so .. whats ur ar and ur team