Can't Sleep

...what the fuck

I'm really bored and depressed rn and I want to be helpful somehow, I have plenty of free time so feel free to contact me if you need help translating! <3
(I'd prefer to work with yaoi manhwas/mangas

She is a girl and so am I. She has a boyfriend but I don't. She just came out being Bi and I was like 'hmm, I support ya gurl'. Then after a few days, I became too conscious around her and realized I loved her. I took the step and proposed her today and guess what...I got rejected. Obviously. This ain't any fairytale that I would get a happy ending.(●￣(ｴ)￣●)

I have a question, I read this yaoi long ago and srl, I can't sleep if I couldn't find the name of the manga.
It's about the young boy who is a student, lied that he's in college. He meet other balck hair beautiful boy by social media, they went on a pinic, they "have fun" outside. The student gifted black hair boy a little fox, cheap, but he said that all he could buy for him. He named the toy fox like black hair boy because it look like him. They break up, and then they meet again, he said he being bad and want black hair boy to punished him as he could do with the black hair boy.