I feel like I fear the idea of pain and not being able to experience things than I fear death. Instead of fearing, I would say that I'm more or less more curious about it and the idea of what comes after.
Maybe it's all a joke, when we die, we're not dead, maybe we've been put in simulators from a very far future to experience a life from the past...... reply
i used to think about dead allll the time. i’d wake up, dead
i’d go to lunch, dead
i go to sleep at night wondering if im gonna die
dead dead dead gonna die
until i read this book, lie in the morning
now i’m not afraid of death at all
in fact
i cant wait to die, honestly
i can not wait to die
you know?
i wake up in the morning- im disappointe...... 1 reply
I use to be afraid of death tbh. I was scared of what happens after, of being aware that I died. But then my mom died and came back a few minutes later due to blood loss. She said it was like sleeping without a dream. Completely unaware of anything, seamless existing to not existing to back again. Now I'm not afraid of it but I'd like to go when I'...... reply
It's complicated. I don't want to die exactly--I just rather not live?
I kinda wish I'd never been born.
These days I'm realizing just how much the idea of an 'afterlife' turns me off...I rather just stop existing. reply