Y'all Just Feel Sad When

I had a dream that I killed someone.
I shoved them into the bathroom and ignored their pleas for mercy.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I turned on the bathtub and filled it with scorching hot water.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I covered their small lips with my hand to cover their screams.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I pushed them in and watched them while they flinched in pain as their skin burned.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I wrapped my fingers around their neck and squeezed trying to silence them before anyone came.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I locked eyes with them as a sad smile came across their face as they pitied me.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I pressed my thumbs harder as they slowly stopped struggling, willing me to kill them.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I lost my breath as a sense of understanding came between us, for one of us had to die to let the other live.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I did not loosen my grip until they lost consciousness and became defenseless in my hands
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I slowly nudged them into the tub, making their whole body covered by water.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I sat there on the toilet holding just their wrist, sobbing, as their body grew cold and pulse weakened.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I lost focus as they slowly drowned in that tub of misery.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I stood up on my weak legs and reached out to the body.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I wished that I could bring them buck but I knew that they had to die so I could be free.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I kissed the pale hand that had no beat and quiet tears slipped down my face.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I watched as their hair floated in the water and moved around as I slid my fingers across the surface.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I killed them because I could not love them but still I regretted my actions when it was over.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I killed them so I could be free of my prison.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
I woke up of that dream afraid of the truth.
I had a dream that I killed someone.
THAT SOMEONE I KILLED WAS ME.

Like idk man, imagine having your providee give you things through hard effort and then their child just cheats their way to the top and there's people who don't cheat. They just fail or they pass without cheating.
But as a stupid yet smart peanut brain that I am, I kinda don't feel much pity.

Like I did cheat my way to the top 3 scores in History class because out teacher said "top 3 winners gets to decide the punishment for top 3 losers"
I didn't ask the person I gave punishment something huge because I did cheat so I only asked them to present boku no pico op on the google meet screen.

It's not that hard, right? When I gave him (punished classmate) the link, our teacher said the video shouldn't be anything explicit so I said "oh wait shit nvm nvm I'll pick another video"
Teacher scolded us for not having discipline and shit, I bet she didn't know what the video was because she asked what's BNP.



Yeah I picked another video, I asked the punished classmate to present his screen and click the link, and I rickrolled the class.




So man idk, maybe for occassions like these, I think it's worth it. I wanted to go for BNP opening though but maybe another time if this happens again.