Being Awake For Far Too Long

Die knowing ill get to heaven. Welp I'm not anyway. That's why it's called perfect.   reply

painless.   reply

painless   reply

I think id like to go like Rose did in titanic ... An old woman warm in her bed ╮(￣▽￣)╭ only diff is.. she achieved alot before she died and reunited with her soulmate in heaven, while im a person who cant even get a hair cut of my own choice much less a guy who'll even look at meh.... sad sad （￣へ￣）   reply

I'm not afraid to die. What I'm afraid is what HAPPENS after i die..   reply

Yes, I have accepted the fact that I will die and could die at anytime, but I'm concerned about how I'll die and the "next chapter." It makes no sense that there isn't one to me, but I don't know.   reply

not right now bc i need to know how hxh ends   reply

I am 50/50. I accept death but at the same time, I don't want to go to Hell.   reply