Being Awake For Far Too Long

of old age in a hospital bed surrounded by the children who used to visit me when i was still living in the retirement home. in the final few minutes i wish for a nice nurse to hold my hand as i drift into the mysterious void we call death.   reply

...happy.   reply

Having truck-kun ram me and I wake up as a pretty noble girl   reply

Die knowing ill get to heaven. Welp I'm not anyway. That's why it's called perfect.   reply

painless.   reply

painless   reply

I think id like to go like Rose did in titanic ... An old woman warm in her bed ╮(￣▽￣)╭ only diff is.. she achieved alot before she died and reunited with her soulmate in heaven, while im a person who cant even get a hair cut of my own choice much less a guy who'll even look at meh.... sad sad （￣へ￣）   reply

I'm not afraid to die. What I'm afraid is what HAPPENS after i die..   reply

Yes, I have accepted the fact that I will die and could die at anytime, but I'm concerned about how I'll die and the "next chapter." It makes no sense that there isn't one to me, but I don't know.   reply