Mental Breakdown

I'm just really REALLY disturbed and frustrated with myself and idk if I should be so with me or kind of on the system or something. I know people will say that it's not that deep but just hear me out. I'm a girl who is trying to change her family's ideas as they are a bit aligned with my culture's misogynistic ideas. It's really just me standing u......   reply

Just wanna say to ppl who are doubting or wanting to try architecture course for fun, don't. Mf my sleeping schedule is shit, I need to be more productive cause time management is a top priority or you won't finish your plate in time. Why tf minor subs exists when major is more important and already has a tight schedule man my dumbass should've sta......   1 reply

Im in a weird place in life, im talking to a therapist for the first time on Thursday i have a paper due in friday the relationship between me and my brothers strained Im regaining my appetite but its really inconsistent (like ill have ate but be hungry immediately after) i think i have a crush on one of my friends but my own fucked up trauma a......   reply

I genuinely I'm so scared if I don't get into this school and the program, I may just grow roots and rot because its my only entry to the field i get the announcement for the program this weekend and rejection or acceptance this month I'm so scared And my grades going down this year was the biggest crack in my life, the guilt was so bad I hate it   reply

i have a final in two days of the subject im horrible at. if i do not pass i WILL hurt myself, not even a threat btw, if i fail it life just wont be worth living anyways i will update how it goes xoxo   1 reply

I hate my family bc of their verbal and physical abuse. I want to move as far away from them, preferably Europe. But it's expensive as fuck there, the jobs are hard to get, my family probably won't support me if I decide to go, I have no idea how I'm going to obtain citizenship, and can't speak any foreign languages.   1 reply

I am not fine, I keep failing in things I worked so hard for, it feels like all that time and effort was for nothing, I am a disappointment to people around me. I try to show that I'm fine and its not affecting me but thats not true. I try to escape my thoughts and guilt by sleeping or spending time on this site.   1 reply