Lose A Friend

ok lets get to tha point i'm a girl but i don't feel really confortable with my body i see gay female guys and i'm just like "deam i wonna be him" and this is so confusing because i like skirt and dresses but i dont like have boobs like i love boobs but not on meh idk
i get streight to the point is normal a bisexual girl fall in love whit a gay or bisexual guy and feel to be more boy then girl but really femm?
pls help ╥﹏╥