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Imagine you just broke up with your shitty ex and you are sad but you have to go to a drinking party and you do and try to forget everything with drinks, then when alone and a little drunk you start venting to your superior, they listen and try to console you and kind of jump them, kissing and almost stripping them.
And you feel guilty and embarrassed by it and can't face them but also can't stop thinking about it.

Will any of my list come back will I have to wait? Or will they be gone forever:( ╥﹏╥

why i always need to add those stories that i want to read and currently reading. i just noticed that all of the things that i added just suddenly disappeared