Try To Progress In Life

A few years ago, I would've been all for suicide especially since my life was hell for me. My father would verbally abuse us and was even worse on my brothers since they were boys. And my mother could only help us when she was home since she was the bread winner in the family and had to work overtime just to keep a rood over our heads, bills paid, ......   reply

i have thought about it, a lot of times. i actually wanna die not because i feel too much pain, or i'm tired of living. i just wanna die because i'm scared of everything. i'm scared of what's about to come and what will happen in my life. I don't wanna see what will become of me because i'm so scared. I'm scared of failing, of being a disappointmen......   reply

i do, im just too lazy to do it   reply

I used to a lot when I was younger and almost succeded, then I decided go get help, I didn't want my life to end like that. Now two year's later everything is genuinely better, I haven't had a panic attack in months and I have friends who care about me. I was really depressed for years and I never thought it would get better but I think the turning......   reply

Yes, several times due to my PMDD and overall stress. But also because of depression, I refuse to move from my bed and those thoughts are just thoughts.   1 reply

my friends mostly i also read horror and fluff junji ito, killstagram and more to keep my mind off   reply