Crippling Anxiety

I mean I get jealous easilu but I don't necessarily do stuff bc of it An example would be me and my friend were wishing on genshin impact and she got like these three cool characters (her brother and me were jealous bc we had pulled some less than likeable characters) And she was like why are you mad at me and I said it straight to her that I do......   reply

bro..tf??   reply

envy TT TT when i was younger i had a friend and we had similar (basically the same) interests but she was always better than me and even if i’ve done something for longer i’m still always second best ╥﹏╥   reply

I have high expectations of myself so I try hard to find out and know about things that I may encounter even the most trivial ones. and when time comes that I am able to answer questions abt those and nobody can, they find me ummm a know-it-all perhaps? and when they mention that I get defensive and seem arrogant to them so I lose friends :')   reply

Lmfao toxic traits? Saying I have alot would be a understatement. Let's see I'm a pathological, impulsive, compulsive liar, stubborn, obsessive, possessive, cruel, unsympathetic, narcissistic, arrogant, Impatient, Overcritical, Lazy, Eldritch   1 reply