Falling Inlove

Me and my (first) boyfriend broke up a few weeks ago, like for real just becoming friends, no benefits and that shit anymore because we had that for like 2 months. But now i feel like im scared to ever fall in love again, because eventhough i love him so much and i liked our relationship but in the last months it really hurted me, us both. I honestly dont know what to do now. I really mis being in love and falling in love yk those nervous moments when talking to some one the butterflies but im scared to get hurt again and that i wont ever be able to feel that again or that i cant love some one as much as they love me, because i still love him alot and i think i always will. I dont even know if i should get over him or try getting him back, i just dont know anymore. I know i deserve something better, we both do. Im just so scared because i dont know what the futher will hold yk

Sometimes i wish i just never fell in love at all eventhough it gave me alot of nice moments

No its not because you're ugly
Shut up about that and listen
And its not because you're unlovable or worthless or weird
Its not any of those
Stop that
Its because you haven't found the right person who will love you for who you are
Not change you into what they like
You're fine just the way you are and if you want to change then make sure its for yourself and not for some douche or some 2 faced snake
Besides
You're either happy or lonely about being single
And if you're happy about it, good for you! I'm happy you're living and spending some time only for yourself
And if you're lonely about it then stop that
Enjoy being single cause when you get a partner theres time where you're like "I remember when i was single..." so shut up and have fun! Theres still time before you get bound by the chains of having a relationship =]

Heyy, Idk if its a mistake asking questions on mangago. But im just desperate and needed an advice for my situation, OkAY SO LISTEN

So i met this girl online. Where we could send letters to each other, yes its letters not text but letters. We got to known in each other in a week and then i dont know what just happen in a span of 2 weeks i guess? Shes been hinting at me that she likes me and stuff and i said to myself "fuck why not" and confessed to her, At the time i know its crush and stuff, I felt happy when she likes me back and now idk if we're dating now or jjust, and im not sure how i feel now, whether i like her platonically or romantically. Like how do i even know if you like someone platonically??!? Like can yall give me some examples, and how do i know if im in love with them and genuinely like them as a person. Now shes kind of waiting for my letters, And I havent replied yet. I don't want to play with her feelings if all of this stuff between me and her is just platonic from the very start.

Im sorry if this confusingg jshsjd

Like is there any signs that i must have to know if i dont like them?

PlS givE me SignS, Im unaware and dont know what is my feelings


Ill answer back if you have any questionss, pLs For EveryOne who has Experience with this kind of stuff, Its my first time 'liking' someone and they actually like me back.