Falling Inlove

Falling in love is so stressful, especially when you've known them for years.. Like, why am I constantly filled with such a sense of anxiety and excitement at the same time? I enjoy being around them, I want to be around them, but just thinking about them makes my heart ache and i can't stop over-thinking every single thing either of us do.
I'm so scared they'll see me as less than I see them, and that these feelings simply existing will ruin a good-thing.
Love really makes you hate yourself as well bc maybe if i was prettier or smarter id have a higher chance of us becoming ''us''
Ugh anyways i probably don't have to worry as much as I do, it atleast SEEMS that he is reciprocating, but i can't help the anxiety and stupid over-thinking i have circling in my fucked up brain