I Need Help

Sooo... I have this crush and last month we somehow got married on Discord- and we have children but thing is during the time I proposed to my crush on Discord I officially asked them out but they didn't exactly reject me but told me they weren't ready for a relationship... and recently they did this Q&A on their instagram story and one of the questions they were asked was "What's your status relationship" and my crush responded with "I have a wife (AKA me)" and also putting "Taken, i guess to put it short" and now I'm literally confused if we're actually together- cause I thought we agreed that we weren't dating but just getting married jokingly and I literally don't know what we are to each other anymore

Hii y'all!! As the title said I just wanted some of your opinions on what I should do. So I'm an introvert. I don't hate socializing but my energy is very low and it runs out pretty quick. And I just enrolled in college. So I was wondering if I should join some clubs and yk polish my social skills a bit. BUT I also want to have that extra for myself to read manga or watch anime. I'm kinda worried that I'll regret it if I join clubs. Help me out with your experience or opinions please(￣∇￣")
Ps: please don't be too harsh I'm very sensitive. It'll be in my head for DAYS. ╥﹏╥

Just asking this around cause it keep getting in my mind but..does a relationship need nudes to work out? Cause when i denied sending nudes to my bf he turn to sour and our relationship pretty much getting weird after i denied it. And one of my friends also used to said to me that jn relationship u should send nudes so they wont look at other guys/woman for their sexual relief..