therapy is all a late stage capitalist pyramid scheme run by manipulators and gaslighters, but they can't hold us back from the real healing (Class of 09 playthroughs) 1 reply
Ivan
He acts tough for someone who will literally die for the person he loves, calling his feelings shallow while knowing his love will never be reciprocated till his last breath. Ilysm king yaoi the 3rd reply
(Kobayashi from Ranpo Kitan) i kinned this fcker's vibes so hard in middle school!!! but i was significantly more cringe than homeboy ever was. i think it was the mix of being socially out of it, readily killable, and desperate for something interesting. reply
(TW) How can SA ruin your relationships
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16 08,2024
People don't really talk about the down sides of this, how it can badly affect your relationships entirely. It's not that im excusing a bad behaviour just cus "I was going through alot" or that I want people to pity on me but I wanna be understood.
I was at my breaking point this year, I moved to a new country far away from the only person I felt safe with. My bf. I didn't wanna go back to that place because I had an obsessive ex in that country. One time when I was drunk cus I missed my bf so badly I mistakenly had kiss someone that i thought was my bf then it was my ex. Then since that kiss, I was so fucking afraid he'd tell everyone. I was so afraid ppl would call me a cheater and a sl#t for it. I had to get him to shut up about it but he wanted me to get back with him or else he'd tell I was a cheater. Then I was trapped in that relationship, did things I didn't like at all... I felt more and more shitty each day so when I came back for a month in my hometown, I begged my bf to come with me even though he was busy. Out of desperation to get the hands off my body and memories, I wanted him to erase it.
We fought then to solve the fight I forced myself on him cus I thought he was like *him* for a sec. He ofc defended himself but I ranted to my friends he was the bad guy. Then I got mad cus my friends started to talk bad abt him and I just don't know I got so frustrated.
I don't know what else happened after that I just remember freaking bad memories except for the fact my bf tried to comfort me but yet I was still treating him badly. I started to mix him up with my ex who was still forcing me that time. I couldn't think of any positive shit, it all just ends up in everyone leaving me so I got tired and just like fine go leave but it hurts so much. I miss everyone. I miss my old self who was all abt positivity and relationships before I dumbly let myself get into an abusive relationship. I want the old times so badly and wished that I didn't became so hateful.
I was at my breaking point this year, I moved to a new country far away from the only person I felt safe with. My bf. I didn't wanna go back to that place because I had an obsessive ex in that country. One time when I was drunk cus I missed my bf so badly I mistakenly had kiss someone that i thought was my bf then it was my ex. Then since that kiss, I was so fucking afraid he'd tell everyone. I was so afraid ppl would call me a cheater and a sl#t for it. I had to get him to shut up about it but he wanted me to get back with him or else he'd tell I was a cheater. Then I was trapped in that relationship, did things I didn't like at all... I felt more and more shitty each day so when I came back for a month in my hometown, I begged my bf to come with me even though he was busy. Out of desperation to get the hands off my body and memories, I wanted him to erase it.
We fought then to solve the fight I forced myself on him cus I thought he was like *him* for a sec. He ofc defended himself but I ranted to my friends he was the bad guy. Then I got mad cus my friends started to talk bad abt him and I just don't know I got so frustrated.
I don't know what else happened after that I just remember freaking bad memories except for the fact my bf tried to comfort me but yet I was still treating him badly. I started to mix him up with my ex who was still forcing me that time. I couldn't think of any positive shit, it all just ends up in everyone leaving me so I got tired and just like fine go leave but it hurts so much. I miss everyone. I miss my old self who was all abt positivity and relationships before I dumbly let myself get into an abusive relationship. I want the old times so badly and wished that I didn't became so hateful.
becoming obsessed with someone for years over 1 interaction and refusing to confess to them until they fall in love with you despite barely knowing each other. cant believe tys wrote august about her 1 reply
He reminds me a little of my past self, struggling to accept who I am, feeling like everyone around me dislike me. Emotions that should be kept inside are trying to escape. He still reflects parts of my present self, but now I’ve found the courage to speak up when necessary and push myself out of my comfort zone when it truly matters.
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Taken from Bob’s Burgers Wiki: “[Tina Belcher] is a hopeless romantic yet easily influenced person with a powerful sex drive and minimal social skills.”
All of us on this godforsaken site were (and maybe still are) Tina at one point. From her physical appearance to her projecting fantasies onto her unrequited crush, me watching Tina was like...... reply
mizuki okiura from somnium files reminds me a lot of how i was like in elementary and most of middle school, temper included. her story hit too close to home
not too long ago and there’s some ways i can still relate to him but saiki reminded me of myself in late middle school/early high school where i was much more quiet and closed off. i also ...... reply
