Thinking About Bl

I can totally read straight hxntai when I was younger but when I started reading BL, I also started to read less straight hxntai.
And now my situation is like this:
I can read BL w a plot and smut scenes but if you give me another manga w a hetero couple and w the same plot, I can't read it at all unless it's a plotless one and I it has tags that I like + I only skim it. Other than that, I won't view it.
Does anyone relate to what I said?? (╥_╥)
I don't hate reading straight hxntai, it is that I can't handle reading it. I really wanted to read (╥_╥)


Ps. I'm only talking about w smut scenes :*

A comic about a guy getting together with their sibling’s ex (whether the sibling is dead or not is up though) OR a comic about a guy getting together with the person who’s killed (or murder accomplice) their loved one.

Both are kinda awkward to me but personally I’d pick the ex lol it’s weird that it’s a pretty common plot in romance... the latter is usually in isekai tho