Finding Job

For my dumbass here, I finally found out where I can see on which date a chapter has been posted here on mangago. I spend months trying to find it but it was just next to the chapter- x_x

I've started looking for a job a couple of weeks ago and day by day I'm feeling more useless 'cause I can't find any and the people I've contacted doesn't even bother to replay. My family and friends are trying to be supportive but they have jobs so saying "it's easy, you're just not working hard enough" is kinda depressing. I can't believe myself I'm venting out here but I don't have anyone to talk about it, really.