Tried To Kill Yourself

Not a suicidal account but, what a timing to see this. I was feeling really awful awhile ago; wanted to scream and shout and i feel it inside me spiralling. Then suddenly i end up thinking, "i feel awful and it's a blessing. What a day to feel alive." I ended up writing that today and kind of teary about it. To feel joy in the worst of sufferings, ......   reply

I wanted to literally end it last week. I was sooo overwhelmed. I was in my car driving and while waiting for the light to turn green I came across this one post on thread or something "100 reason why you shouldn't kill yourself" It's like the universe knew and try to console me The one line that makes me cry is number 3 "your mother's smile" ......   reply

it's not wrong to be condemn a government's actions—which can be said for any nation's government—but esp because the chinese gov't has definitely committed atrocities against certain groups of people. however you frame the question as if you're directing your hatred upon a whole country itself. and you KNOW people are going to intepret this as......   reply

I read danmei and manhuas, I really love it. I also love their culture, especially how intense they are in internet, especially the fans of some celebrities in China. I also love their internet slangs, like orz, 666, 2333, 520 and idioms too. that's it.   reply

I'm just wondering which country you're from...   reply

Peace of God - He was only 14 Theres also a poster in his room called mysterious skin (its about a child getting SA growing up) Pyeonghwa resembles that child   reply

Not really, but I don't attempt anymore because I saw how it affected my parents. Yes they caught me while doing it. So now even though I'm still suicidal, I just push through for them.   1 reply

No. Instead of living because I, myself wish to live, I've found a reason to keep going. Rather, if that something suddenly left, I couldn't take it. I wouldn't. In hindsight, I view the world the same. I view living the same. I view life as a whole the same. My perspective did not change just because of my numerous failed attempts in my tee......   reply

No I was lowkey even more sad Im still here genuinely hate this world and the people in it. Being born woke in a world where they will kill you for the color of your skin is unbearable. Not to mention other personal things going on too I just hate it here. Ive accepted if I die I won’t be able to see more of my favorite things, so Im ok.   2 reply