Am I the only one, or...?

Am I the only one on this site who feels fucking uncomfortable asf about bl love triangles? I love bl, but idk why, i cramp around love triangles. its probably because i dont know who the mc uke gon end up wit. if the mc uke ends up with one of the two seme that i ship with then i feel happy asf

and yet for some reason, when the seme that didnt get picked by the uke dates someone else, i'm like

"BITCH, NO. GO BACK TO LIKING [Insert MC Uke's name]."