Drawing manga

So... I’m a lil nervous... But I really wanna start making a manga. Only problem is I do illustrations not so much manga style. Mine is just awkward and realistic. I don’t have an anime style.

So I have two ideas on the stories I wanna work on and I’m looking for an artist that would be willing to draw it for me. If you’re interested please let me know.
This might not be the right place to ask for this I just thought it might be fun.... ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄