hello

im genuinely asking, what should i do to restrain myself from killing someone....

im 100% serious. this is not a "im not like other girls" post.

so that someone (my mom to be exact) is very manipulative and is a liar. like, im just ao tired of her. she threatens to kill me, and tells me that ill be the cause of her death. she also threatened my dad not to leave her, or she'll kill herself. (She justifies her threatening to kill me by telling me she's my mom and she almost died goving birth to me)

im just so so so so so so so so so so so so so angry at her. like, the extent that i want her dead.

im not trying to show off. i just need yall's advice. i know this doesnt nake sense (because of the grammar). but pls help me. :((

(this isnt a troll question. i especially made this acc to ask yall abt this. pls take this question seriously. im bad at decision-making. pls ignore this question if u dont like it)