Whom was your first love, and what was it like?

My ACTUAL first love, is who I'm with now. Hes honestly amazing, and i would die for him. I had my first kiss with him, (which is kinda sad because I'm 19 and every one else I know had theirs when they were like 12 lmao) Hes so adorable and humble. I just want to be with him 24/7. But, I don't wanna be cLiNgY, so I can't. And all we do is kiss an I wanna do more, but were still in high school and I'm scared so nOoOo. Anyways, I've gone on a rant now, so anyone, just answer my question. I'm always here lmao.