Oh my gosh people scare me now

Help, my teacher just sent me a message, I could FEEL the disappointment.... I shared in class yesterday and I froze up at the end I was so scared, I was stuttering to and I was nervous and aaaaaaa. Then, my computer has been acting up and I'm just stressed and anxious and my teacher are all just disappointed and AAAAHHAAHASHAHAHA WHY DOES THIS S**T EXIST?! My grade's are slipping to, the classes aren't hard, I'm just lazy and stressed and I don't know how to feel~~~~~~~~~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa. Just..... Just treat this like a weird fanfiction.... Treat this like a weird question, roast me idk and tbh idc just be funny....