Ihave a depressed ass i need help

Okay so basically this a problem of mine i enter college exam and got 95.67 the problem is not here but my parents says they want me to go to medical school and with this icant go because it accept 99.88
Icried alot and i feel so depressed like this job it will be the only job that ican earn a living because of my toxic society my last chance was finally shatter and ifeel like shit idont have friend and my family blame for it and ijust sitting here with my depressed and crying ass writing to share this with u