so i have just finished high school which is good bc high school sucks but the thing is i have no future anymore bc my dream is fucking gone(i think that sounds cringeworthy but i don't give a fuck anyway) to top the misery i fuckin repeated my senior year in hope that i will get better grades but just same mistakes same failure i just i just fuckin wanted to go to medical university so bad and it really reallly hurts that i cant anymore ( i know i might sound dramatic but...ugh) you know what really hurts that some people used to get worst grades than me but in the end they geo to medical school and i get to the trash pin. ha jesus i feel this is just so serious for such site. i mean you know someone is really fucked up when they can't open up only for strangers on the internet and on such sites ( i mean i rlly like mangago but still i mean see my question). duh properly no one will even bother reading my shit i mean even i wouldn't.
You should call a suicide hotline or a therapist if your serious. Not getting into the school of your choice sucks, but there is no single road to reach one's goal. There are articles about situations like yours and how to overcome them. reply
