✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: intrusive thoughts :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

have you guys had any intrusive thoughts? if so, what were they of?
personally, i always think of killing everyone i see including family and acquaintances in different ways like stabbing them, torturing them, etc. i don't feel bad about it, it doesn't bother me at all, and sometimes i even think "wow that's such a good idea" ヽ（´∀｀）ノ