WHY IS MY LIFE SUCH A ROLLERCOASTER?! WHYYY

So I had this classmate called Penpen. Penpen went to the same school as me since I was like 7 But I'm not close to him( I'm close to his sister though!), he likes to be alone and always reading stuff. There was STUFFF that happened in my elementary dayss...... Uhm, so my coward ass went to a different school at grade 6(which is like, the last grade until I went to high school) Coincidentally, he went to the same school as me! But different section so nothing MAJOR happened UNTIL my first year of high school. LEMME EXPLAIN You see, at elementary, there are 2 sections that seperates a class. BUTTT on high school, the first years are put together. So penpen was my classmate again (yey??) And, I noticed a big difference from him, he was having an outbreak, he would hurt himself, example is the time he wanted to shove a fork into an outlet. Also when he used a scissors to stand himself, also goes and write gibberish stuff into the blackboard. It was scary, especially for a fucking 12 years old girl who wanted to do something but can't. Alsooo he hurst his friends so uhhh. Well for example, he would point a ballpen at a person's head. The girl cried, and I took hold of his wrist and took away his ballpen.

There was a time when I was chatting with a friend and saw that penpen grabbed hold of his friend's neck(his friends was also my group of friends) the moment I saw it, my body moved on it's own and ran to him, wanting to take his hands off and I did. And then the person I was talking to told the teacher about it. So my teacher came quickly and took penpen away. There was also a time when he grab hold of a scissors, and pointed it at the person closest to him, which is Laura. All my classmates ran outside of out classroom and alerted the teacher. Mennnnnn this continued until second year of HS. At that point we were used to it. And our school days went on as normal as it cam possibly be. The outbreaks still happens of course, duh. But we were used to it so hehe.



Forgot tell the Laura had a dream in which penpen killed all of us including laura. Hahah talk about traumatising.


Ahhhhhhh AM I STILL OK?!
ARE YOU OK? SELF?!


btw lot of info was left out, like, LOTSSS of them. Issa fucking tru story of my life and I want it to be fake (༎ ෴ ༎)