TELL ME YALLS COMING OUT EXPERIENCE?? if yall want >
[this might be a bit long..>< sowwy]
SUPPORTIVE PARENTS are sumn everyone wants in life but shit looks so close yet so far from ever being reality...
when i came out as pan to my parents..
rather than them not being accepting of me it was more painful when they were cool with whoever i decided to "fuck" as long as i got married to a MAN in the end..
it would have genuinely hurt less if they were not accepting of me..
but what they did..not only crushed everything ive build up till then..it broke my image of my parents..
They dont act indifferent to me and behave still the same..its me who cant see them the same way..but we gotta try uk..
im still a student..and im still living under my parents..so i decided to suppress myself until ive reached a position where i dont need to be under them anymore ,i.e., a stable job with stable income..
when i came out to my brother..it actually made me forget bout how my parents reacted and even made me happy..
we were watching unus annus and mark and ethan cracked a gay joke..so i looked over to see my brothers reaction but dude had the most nonchalant face ever..couldnt read him for shit.. i paused the video and turned to him..
but bitch looked at me like he was gon kill me for pausing..><
so i just told him in frustration and boi legit went "yeah..okay..can u play it now?"
(i asked him bout this later and he said he didnt even hear what i said but he knew it was probably me coming out..T-T)
so to all my fellow siblingssss out theree..who r probably going through the same thing..
ur not alone... i love you<3
YOU ARE VALID..
YOU ARE IMPORTANT..
WE NEED YOU IN ORDER TO SACRFICE THE STRAIGHTS TO RESURRECT THE DEMON LORD WHO WILL HENCE FORTH BRING THE DESTRUCTION OF ALL HUMANS (u need big weeb brain to get this one..but ill give u a hint..according to most homophobes we are DEMONS and go to HELL)
and it WILL ALWAYS get better in the end..so give it time..don't do anything stupid ON A WHIM...major regrets will await u in the future if u dont heed my warning..XD
Just as much lemons life throws at u..it will also throw as much fortune...<3
HAVE A GOOD DAYY:)
