I'm so ffffffffffffffffffffffffffking confused these days

So, I'm gay. I like guys. Boom. BUT Recently, I've just been...idk, noticing girls?

And I'm confused af. Am I just liking how they're looking?
Like....I'm wondering if it's just me KNOWING that they're attractive and that there is no actual ATTRACTION.
Or is there? I'm not sure anymore. And ufckfukc idfk anymore.
And then I'm thinking 'should it matter what gender they are? I think I just like people who are awesome and nice' so...like, would that be Pan? WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE EVEN? Google made me more confused when trying to look things up because they're all written by people who are biased and then I'm just super lost right now. I can't even explain my thoughts.

So then I'm more confused beyond confused and, though I'm not big on labels, I still want a basic outline of what I like and don't like, you know? I mean it doesn't need to be put in a box, but at the same time, I want to have...like ugh. idk. I just don't know.


help.