what should i do

my mental health isn't okay , i repassed a year at uni because i am not able to do anything ,my parents are so nice if they know i am suffering they will suffer with me and that's my biggest fear , now i am going to start uni again and i don't see myself doing anything about it ,i thought about working since i live in dorms but i ve a lot of lectures and i ve to go to the hospital to train ,i can't work at night because of how things at my country , i know very well that my parents can provied the money to go to the doctor but i would rather die than tell them , should i just wait until i gather some money from what my parents give me to live at dorms? will i be able to move this time ? am i going to regret it?