Augh help!

So the whole story is I told a bunch of people I liked a guy named Kaden and about everyone in the class knew, but his friends and him. So my best friend rides the same bus as him and told him,” Skylar likes you.” Larkyn told me he said,” No she doesn’t it was a dare wasn’t it.” Then Larkyn said,” There’s a note in your desk from her saying she likes you.” The problem was a day earlier I did put a note in his desk and now I don’t know what to do. I know for a fact that he knows I like him, but we never talk about it and he doesn’t seem to care. Yeah, he’s my best friend that’s a guy and I want to be his girlfriend, but I told want things to be awkward. What should I do???

* Please note that to some people this may seem like gossip or whatever, but it’s not. Unless you have a comment that’s related to my question please don’t post rude things like,” This is stupid” or “ GOSSIP ALERT!” because it’s rude and dumb