does anyone else do this?

so whenever i read a popular but bad yaoi i feel pretty good while reading it (i feel good nearly every time i read a manga because manga is my way of coping) but then i rate it low or high then drop it. i end up wondering "huh, why did i rate this low? i remember liking this??" then i re-read and realise it's shit. it happened today when i noticed titan's bride updated and said i would try read it but instead i avoided it. then on the forums i see people putting reasons why it has a bad plot. i think the reason why i sometimes feel this way is because the time i read some of these, i was going through a fujoshi phase. although, sometimes i read a yaoi/manga nowadays and experience the same thing but for a short time. does anyone else experience this? anyways how do i just avoid shit manga in general? sometimes you can't trust ratings and i don't like the feeling of no longer enjoying something you used to enjoy. my patience is quite thin sometimes and i lose interest in things easily so shit manga just annoys me so much like i know its my fault for even bothering to read it despite noticing the bad shit and enjoying it while it happened but it annoys me so much to the point that i'm writing this pointlessly long and angry paragraph.