Pls don't attack me

Ok so you might be wondering why I said pls don't attack me and it's bc I'm a girl and I want to write a story ( yes I am under the age of 18 and I am pan)

I've said before I want to write stories and stuff bc I'm making up all these plots but this certain story just happens to have the main characters be mlm

Basic Plotline if you're wondering- the two main guys are in college and get paired up for a project (one is bi and the others gay(not out)) and they eventually get closer ( one of the guys was s*#ually assaulted by someone he trusted and I guess emotionally manipulated too) but I want to showcase how one helps the other grow and overcome his trauma. (Not like over a day but like genuine growing [multiple weeks and months] since he isn't a fan of touching)

The thing is I don't want to be called a fujoshi or a fetishes bc this certain story happens to be mlm

I'm not mlm so I obviously don't know exactly how everything works so I'd obviously research if I'm writing I also wanted to show more lgbt representation in my stories bc this would have an asexual female and in another story there's a trans guy

Haven't really made any specific characters yet other than the main cast and the son of bxtch neighbor