I lie too much. Like way too much. About everything even small things. Not even joking there is a 90% chance of me lying while looking you dead in your eyes then me telling you the truth. It feels more natural to lie. When I tell the truth people think I'm lying. And it's not like I feel good about lying. I don't get off to lying to your face. It just happens. It is what it is. Honestly, i think it's because I have trust issues like REALLY BAD trust issues and lying is a defense mechanism. People think I'm joking when I say I have more bad personality traits then good one. Being a impulsive, compulsive, pathological lair is one of those traits.
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