My opinon...

I buy alot. I mostly purchases paperback etheir in offical english or the japanese version because I the feel of having the book in my hand. I don't like reading online much because it hurts my eyes and sometimes the words are too small for me to read. I know this is weird but I don't really collect yaoi. I only have one yaoi which is false memories and one shounen ai series I hear the sunspot. The reason why i dont collect yaoi is its not worth it because if the plot is cliche, bland generic characters, poor development, overused tropes of using "rape" ,"sleeping around for money etc", i dont see the beauty in that. Often i want more than just sex in general yaoi. I want a good story with good characters, development and amazing lovemaking that isnt just physical that it will moves me so deeply and makes me says "I want to keep rereading this and buy it. " That feeling. I feel like yaoi these days are lacking this feeling I want.