do any of you guys want to be in a relationship?

ok, heres my part of the story.
i am SO tired of being alone, i read SO many GLs and BLs and SLs and all i see are couples, I GET SO JEALOUS EVEN ON TIK TOK PEOPLE ARE DATING, and im like, "why cant i have what they have?" ITS SO FRUSTRATING and i need to tell someone, please. im so frustrated, plz answer me if you have been feeling this way too because i know i cant be the only one.

usually most of the times im like, "ew, yuck, relationships suck" but other times im like, "I WANT TO HAVE A GF" its so sad and im so sad and i think we're all sad too

if ur in a relationship im happy for u but im so jealous too
i think reading all these mangas made me realize how lonely i really am
im gonna cry myself to sleep for the 38543785478th time