Since 2 month, I started hurting myself to see bruises evolving on my skin. I cut little strings on my feet and beat my left arm with a hammer, so I could see those blue marks. But recently, I realised I tend to hurt my self whenever I do something wrong. Like I believed I lost my bus cards, I return my place upside-down to realise it was in my bag from the beginning. I felt like a big big idiot and hurt my hand. And today I lost a case in town. It had very important papers for school in. I'm really angry against me. I, again, hurt my self. It feels a little better afterward but... I think I need to talk about it. But I can't do it with my friends or family. So I though it would be easier with someone on mangago.
Ayyy dun do that! If ya need someone to listen, I'm here. Nobody is perfect, remember that. You shouldn't punish yourself over things you've done wrong. It is very wrong to hurt yourself tbh. There are times you can't do the stuffs you're supposed to do, you often forget things and even lost some important items somewhere. But it doesnt mean you ca...... reply
This might not help much but, here I go.
I used to not eat (starve myself, fasting, abstain) when I feel terrible, so that I could think that I feel terrible not because I did something wrong, but because I didn't eat. By starving myself, I found it easier to face the next day. Cause I'll feel so sick and bad that I could pass out anytime soon...... 1 reply
Well I haven't been doing self-Punishment but I have been doing Self-Harm to myself.I only do self'-harm when I did something stupid or when I hurt someone important to me.Just a couple a weeks ago I cut myself with some scicors,a Knife and a sharp glass because I hurt my dearest best friend because she told me that she was dating my crush and I wa...... 4 reply
