I'm going to fuckin snap

(This is basically just a vent)



TW// cursing, sexism, I'm going inane (this probably doesn't even make sense, I don't feel like reading back on it)





I litterally ruined mother's even though she belittles every tramatic expirence I've ever had but I still feel like shit.
But I was at the hospital because I couldn't breathe do to some throat thing and after a few hours there I was discharged. Now my entire family completely hates me because I ruined mother's day.
So I stayed home as they visit my Nana's. And I went to check out my older sisters tiktok.
And the comments are pissing me off so fuckin much. Like what she said in the tiktok was stupid but that doesn't mean her or my cousin should get body shamed and shit.
All the fucking comments are from "super straight" pieces of shit who congratulate them selves every night because they posted a shitty comment on another person's social media, just so they feel like they have power over women and shit.

And it gets on my fucking nerves. Ive calmed down a bit from before but im so fucking scared I'm gonna snap and kill or hurt someone. Im tired of this fucking shit of a world.

if u respond thank you for taking the time out of your day to read a piece of my shitty life but I doubt anyone's gonna read this anyways lol.