words are hard......

Yo, do you guys have trouble speaking in real life?.... Am I the only one that cant formulate words properly to people?........... If I'm talking to myself it so much easier but if I'm talking to anyone else I'm this kid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-sRuLfr22BE

I did have a phonological disorder when younger but it did get better......
Sadly ever since Covid hit I don't talk with anyone that much and it's making it worse........... My verbal communication is deteriorating........