Did you ever hate/hated your parents(family)?

I have a workaholic dad that's a pushover to my party goer mom because he cheated on her
My mom uses the time my dad cheated to get want she wants

There's always a drinking party at the house (sometimes i get push into it) start at the afternoon till morning

My mom also has short temper so little things makes her angry (like accidentally dropping a coin) Hurts you physically sometimes mentally more times both and dad just watches

When u ask for money even for project,foods and stuff she'll tell you she doesnt have money then you'll see her buying Beers and alcohols for her friends

I was saving money that time when my mom and dad took the money, I didnt eat nor commute just to have that amount of money (I was planning to buy new school shoes since mine had holes in it lol)

I try to be positive remembering all the times my mom and dad were acting parents or being actual parents

Well that's that (i made it short so it's not boring) (●￣(ｴ)￣●)