You don't need to read this or anything I just have no place and no person to say this to. I think I am getting further apart from my friend and it's so sad because I try so hard to keep this friendship and I don't want to force it either so I will just let it go if it comes to it. It's sad when you lose wonderful relationships.
I have lost so many friends, some through my own faults and cowardice and some through circumstances not in my control.
