I lowkey am about to lose it.
My sister is so fucking rude, and sometimes I think "who tf raised this little girl?". She called me ugly and said my hair is messy, when my mom heard, she told my sister not to say that but then my dad said "Shes says it to her" (referring to me) My dad is super rude to my mom and so is my sister too. I feel so bad for my mom. He acts so lovey-dovey when he wants something, but once he can't gets it, he's hulk- I've tried to talk my feelings out but everyone is like "just move, just call 911, blah blah blah" But they don't get how hard it is. I'm a minor and plus where would I go?? It hurts me to see perfect daughter-father relationship (cough cough my sister and him) bc i want that. but i cant have it. Then when i'm mad, the man has balls to say "Whats wrong, are you mad at me?" OFC I AM DUMBASS, IVE BEEN MAD AND DEPRESSED FOR 4 YEARS BC OF YOU. fuck.
Idk what to do
I CAN RELATE SO MUCH. my sister always tells me to kms and makes fun of the features im insecure about since i get bullied in school because of them. i also use to be fat as a kid and she's the one that created my ED. she's never gotten in trouble for this. my dad is also always nice to me when he wants me to do something, but when i can't/don't do......
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15 06,2021
