cause i just mustered up the courage to reread the scene from bj alex where dg walks in and fucks up jiwons broadcast while hes drunk. ive been rereading it and i knew this scene was coming up and it just did and i walked over to my mirror looked myself dead in the eye and said "ok, ren, DG is about to give you a lot of second hand embarrassment. you remember what happened the first time you read it you literally wanted to die are you prepared for that feeling again" i was not im so embarrased whyyyyyyyyyy
