Have you ever been in love?

I've never been in love with someone, i only get interested but i don't feel anything that resembles falling in love. It's weird because i had a boyfriend, and i thought it was going so well but i realized, i never felt like i would cry if he left. My heart would flutter if he'd be with me or say something sweet but it's like i don't feel hurt if we break up (though we're done already AHAHHA) i had crushes but i never cared, it feels weird cuz the mentality that i loved is there but the feeling is not.
It's like you just love, but you don't fall in love.