I had my first kiss with my best friend (boy) when i was 15 year old but we didn't date act

I had my first kiss with my best friend (boy) when i was 15 year old but we didn't date actually I like him but I don't want to things get weird between us so I never ask him if he like me back and I got my answer after sometime coz he started dating my bestie It was a very heart breaking movement after that I became lesbian hehe

Do you have your first kiss yet?