Growing up I never went out/my parent never took me out. Whether it be out to eat, to the mall, movies. Really anywhere. Only on special occasions or maybe once every other month sometimes. I never discussed it with ppl cause I thought it was normal. But once I got social media I realized that ppl go out nearly every day even on school days or getting food with family and friends. Now I'm 19, and idk if it's related, but I developed to have severe social anxiety, so even when my friends wanna go out I'm very scared of going out/hanging out with them. Even to lunch or something simple.
apparently not wanting to force myself to smile (no like literally not in an edgy way but like my jaw/cheeks hurt because i have a natural frown) makes me and my family look bad 1 reply
